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gabsperdomo: 3:19AM <3 My loves

Fri, 24 May 2013 05:07:08 -0700

3:19AM <3

My loves

Hehehehehehe ;) Got me a banana split shake!! Also pictured:...

Thu, 23 May 2013 22:33:51 -0700

Hehehehehehe ;) Got me a banana split shake!! Also pictured: peach iced tea and some liquid sugar haha (at Dave & Buster’s)

Late night merienda-ing with @ramonarosagarcia ^_^ (at Living...

Mon, 20 May 2013 23:55:27 -0700

Late night merienda-ing with @ramonarosagarcia ^_^ (at Living Room Cafe & Bistro)

UCSD Music..bringing you sights and sounds both traditional and...

Wed, 15 May 2013 21:32:06 -0700

UCSD Music..bringing you sights and sounds both traditional and modern, expected and unexpected. Harpsichord and viola de gamba vs. electric guitar and saxophone!! =P Bringing Baroque Bach! (at Conrad Prebys Music Center)

Dat harpsichord tho. Baroque Ensemble Concert under the...

Wed, 15 May 2013 20:49:36 -0700

Dat harpsichord tho. Baroque Ensemble Concert under the direction of Takae Ohnishi :) (at Conrad Prebys Music Center)

Hehe dindin with Mama Mona @ramonarosagarcia ^_^ (at E &...

Tue, 14 May 2013 23:33:39 -0700

Hehe dindin with Mama Mona @ramonarosagarcia ^_^ (at E & Drink)

[6.06-09..5.12.13]

Sun, 12 May 2013 06:10:15 -0700

Slowly, but surely, I think I’m realizing just how much I lied to myself to try to make things better. I don’t know if that was the end result though..sighs. What a good reminder I got today. I think I try too hard, and that only leads me down the wrong paths. Truth ~~shouldn’t~~ wouldn’t be this hard, wouldn’t feel this painful. Well, I guess only time and perseverance will tell. Gotta remember to keep my feet on the ground, or at least focus on those, even if my head is in the clouds 25/8 =P

Well this just looks delicious!! =P Thanks for cooking for us...

Fri, 10 May 2013 18:40:49 -0700

Well this just looks delicious!! =P Thanks for cooking for us Goh! (at Newman Center Catholic Community)

[3.35-44..5.9.13]

Thu, 09 May 2013 03:44:43 -0700

How adorable is my father? Sorry I’m a little late to post on this, but it’s still relevant. So again, I ask, HOW FREAKING ADORABLE IS MY FATHER?! I tell him basically everything about my life. He means a lot to me and fills plenty of different roles for me. But see, my dad doesn’t understand EVERYTHING, I mean, how could anyone expect a man to know all there is to know about everything, especially when he has so many duties and responsibilities to fulfill, almost non-stop. What I’m trying to say is that I’ve been talking to my dad about my plans after graduation next year and one of them is basically terminal and extremely life-altering, if I do say so myself. However, this is an area that he isn’t well-versed in. So what does he go and decide to do? He calls an expert who knows me well to ask questions. He wants to talk to a specialist with me when I have the time. Heck, he even wants to spend a few days with me in the field to see what life would be like if I chose this path. Like I said, my dad is super adorable. He cares so much about me, it’s ridiculous. Sometimes I forget that my dad also loves me. I usually associate “love” with my mom and “guidance” with my dad, when in reality, both of those apply for both of them. Blah I don’t know why I typed this, but ta-da! Random-not-so-random dad appreciation rant post at 3AM done!

This scene from The Prince of Egypt gets to me every single...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 04:49:03 -0700

This scene from The Prince of Egypt gets to me every single time. However, when I watched it recently, I felt jealous of Moses. I wished that I could be personally sent and commissioned by God. I wished that God would speak directly to me. I wished to be have the assurance that God is with me. How lucky, no, blessed, was Moses in his mission. I just pray that I, too, may follow in his footsteps and help to guide my brothers and sisters to the land flowing with milk and honey; not the Canaan of Earth, but the Glory of Heaven.

“I AM that I AM. I AM the God of your ancestors, Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. I have seen the oppression of My people in Egypt, and have heard their cry. So I have come down to deliver them out of slavery and bring them to a good land, a land flowing with milk and honey. And so, unto Pharaoh, I shall send you. I shall teach you what to say.”

“WHO MADE MAN’S MOUTH? WHO MADE THE DEAF, THE MUTE, THE SEEING, OR THE BLIND? DID NOT I? NOW GO! Oh, Moses, I shall be with you when you go to the king of Egypt. But Pharaoh will not listen. So I will stretch out My hand and smite Egypt with all My wonders! Take the staff in your hand, Moses. With it, you shall do My wonders. I shall be with you.”

[3.47-54..4.28.13] In Spiritu Humilitatis

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 03:54:00 -0700

Humility: yea that’s a definite necessity. Got a massive daily dose of that today. But I guess that’s okay, no worries. I need to get my head out of the clouds sometimes, get my head in the game. I forget sometimes what needs to be remembered utmost, and it hurts when I’m reminded after a long pause. I know that in the end, it is all a part of the growing process; I just wish it wouldn’t be so excruciating at times. ~~#十字架~~

In spiritu humilitatis, et in animo contrito suscipiamur a te Domine: Et sic fiat sacrificium nostrum in conspectu tuo hodie, ut placeat tibi, Domine Deus.

With these first-timer beauties! Hehe we’re hungry!!!...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 02:15:05 -0700

With these first-timer beauties! Hehe we’re hungry!!! @ramonarosagarcia @itsmamamaria :D (at Studio Diner)

Omnomnoming it up with @ramonarosagarcia @alexkblee and...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 21:44:56 -0700

Omnomnoming it up with @ramonarosagarcia @alexkblee and #AndywhostillrefusestouseIGwow (at Living Room Cafe & Bistro)

Omnomnom first time at Smashburger!! :P (at Smashburger)

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 00:01:59 -0700

Omnomnom first time at Smashburger!! :P (at Smashburger)

Teehee ;) It’s just grapefruit juice and apple cider =P...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 00:01:50 -0700

Teehee ;) It’s just grapefruit juice and apple cider =P (at The Tipsy Crow)

[4.36-47..4.24.13] Internal Thoughts

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 04:47:00 -0700

It’s still dark out, yet the birds begin their morning song. How the lone cry of the bird pierces the night air, as if it were a sword. Why do I feel as if things matter not to me? It seems that so much has lost its significance in my life. To what, I wonder, can I attribute this loss?

I was asked about fire recently. It wasn’t so long ago that the fire was blazing within, and yet now there are only ashes left, perhaps a few warm coals here and there. Why do I allow dampness to suppress this once-glorious flame?

Apparently, I am allowing myself to yet again be blocked from true freedom. There is but one thing that gets in the way. I thought I had rid myself of this block a while ago, but somehow it has reappeared..resurfaced? Whatever word it is, it has happened again.

Failure is so tempting. It is easier to give in than to put effort, easier to yield than to put up a defense, let alone place an offense. I have lost direction again.

Someone, please see the brokenness that I suffer and heal me from it.

“Psalm 62” by Aaron KeyesCovered by Scott Leong...

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 04:27:00 -0700

“Psalm 62” by Aaron Keyes
Covered by Scott Leong (smleong)

My soul finds rest in God alone,
My Rock and my Salvation,
A fortress strong against my foes,
And I will not be shaken.
Though lips may bless and hearts may curse,
And lies like arrows pierce me,
I’ll fix my heart on righteousness,
I’ll look to Him who hears me.

O praise Him, hallelujah,
My Delight and my Reward;
Everlasting, never failing,
My Redeemer, my God.

Find rest, my soul, in God alone
Amid the world’s temptations;
When evil seeks to take a hold
I’ll cling to my salvation.
Though riches come and riches go,
Don’t set your heart upon them;
The fields of hope in which I sow
Are harvested in Heaven.

I’ll set my gaze on God alone,
And trust in Him completely;
With every day pour out my soul,
And He will prove His Mercy.
Though life is but a fleeting breath,
A sigh too brief to measure,
My King has crushed the curse of death
And I am His forever.

I felt the need to IG again. It’s been wayy too long V~V...

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 17:05:10 -0700

I felt the need to IG again. It’s been wayy too long V~V Rock Bottom with @itsmamamaria (at Rock Bottom Restaurant & Brewery)

[3.43-4.21..4.9.2013] Letters to You #74

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 04:22:00 -0700

Dear You,

Did I ever write to you? Hmm, I prolly meant to in my mind, at the very least. Not really gonna go through my Letters to You right now to find out when all I want to do is write these thoughts down before they slip away, as thoughts tend to do, those fleeting nothings. Every so often, I think about you. I think about the big “what if” with you. This is especially true because I made the choice of overall freedom over a chance with you. What could have happened if we lived in the same city together? But no, no, I traded that all. I’m not saying that I regret my decision to come to San Diego, but I do wish that I’d have figured out if we could have been. That way, it wouldn’t always be a “what if” game in my head when we’re both back home at the same time and hang out, when we talk, when you even cross my mind. When you met me, it was most definitely not under ideal circumstances, but we tried to make the best of it. I was still unsure about you, but the more we hung out, the more I really was happy to develop and share in friendship with you. We’ve talked about so many topics from the everyday to the eternal. I like that I can be so free around you, even though you may not always understand. If I ever need you, and I have, I know that you will be there for me. I truly appreciate that about you. No, you’re not perfect; I’m not either, but you have accepted that about me, as I have about you. I don’t know if you’ve ever thought about me the way I do about you, but I do know that I am not the only one who thinks that we could work out. There are times when I must admit that I flirt. I think maybe since you’ve placed me, for safety’s sake, in the “Friend Zone”, you don’t really return the favor, but every so often, you let that see the light of day. I just read through our message thread to reminisce. I recall getting to know you better throughout the time we’ve been acquainted. Still, I get to know you better each time we hang out. I wish you would see the good that I see in you rather than the bad that you see in yourself. You’re really not that bad of a person; nobody’s perfect, but I would be willing to put your flaws aside, or at the very least accept them for making you you, and love you all the same. You are an amazing and beautiful person, inside and out. If only you could see yourself that way that I do. Well, I guess I just wanted to write you a little note letting you know that I was thinking about you. I don’t know..odd things happen late at night. I wish my sleeping schedule were normalized again. I wish I were as academically motivated as you are. You are super smart. Sighs. I mean, you ARE going to one of the most prestigious schools in our nation. I am too, but I’m just lucky to still be here. Anyway, I should probably get back to doing my homework.

Until we meet again, and perhaps even past that, I remain
Speculative, Yet Hopeful

Yum!!!! Hehe so excited to be in Coronado! ^_^ (at Yummy Sushi)

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 16:09:53 -0700

Yum!!!! Hehe so excited to be in Coronado! ^_^ (at Yummy Sushi)